(via nocheapthrill)
Here I am, browsing through the Facebook profiles of my last 2 exes. Glad they’re doing well. Happier that I’m doing even better since they left. I guess for once I’ve found closure. Looking through their profiles..I realize I don’t feel anything. Which is good. Means I’m over them.
Good bye Yew Tee boys..you’ll be sorely missed by me. Not. Not now, not ever. Thanks for the memories and for ditching me. Making me realize I can go round breaking people’s heart (& not be responsible for it like you two) and I’m pretty sure karma will catch up with me soon enough. But hey, I’m good to go. If the next one isn’t good enough, there’s always more. Oh yeah, if there’s a thing or two that I picked up from the times we’ve spent together is that…I’m a happy go lucky individual, just LIKE THE BOTH OF YOU.
Sincerely,
Your ex girlfriend.
Your smile scares the bejeezus out of me. I’m scared that if I fall, I might just fall like the rain.
But we are not yet there. There,
where we cling to our names
for old times’ sake, and clouds
would read like empty pages
at last. But we are not yet there.
How many nights have I suffered
this identical, mildly tragic plot?
As usual, I will wake up in my bed
before anything else can happen.
In time, the dream stops coming.
I did not even learn his name.
Only that his eyes were like mine -
long, desolate roads leading
nowhere.
So I grow up longing for another, with the windy city left behind for my lover. Will you ever know the way I cry? You were gone that day, so you may have missed my good bye. Oh, and sometimes in my dreams I hear you say “if you really care you won’t go away.”
Maybe the key is to expect nothing. And when you’re not all caught up in what you want to happen, something great will come along.
Sometimes I really wonder if it’s just my behavior that pushes people away or it’s just that we’re not on the same frequency. Or do I push people away too much? But it’s only because they’ve finally proven to not be worthy of my time and concern what? I’m trying to keep myself happy by eliminating all the redundant people and apparently I’ve been labelled as a bitch, serial dater and a player. Fancy I must say ;)
Back to work. #fml
